Now to plan a move......what, when, how, & why?(we know the where)

This is not easy at the best of times, but it becomes increasingly difficult when you are on a different wave link than some of those involved!  

  

 

Got another dreaded call!!

This morning I found out that a second room is available for Mom at Vilna.........I just want to SCREAM!!!  

I need someone to take over the rational part of my brain function..........mine is DONE!  

Another trip to the farm......

leaving me feeling SICK!!!

I don't even know what to report here.....nothing is good, I hate feeling like I can't do anything!!  I feel so against everything, I don't agree with anything, I can't do anything.......not even talk about it!!!  

It's awful to have such strong different opinions......it really makes being rational very HARD!!!!  

One thing I found out this weekend.....it seems small, but has really struck a nerve!!!  Mom was taken for a flu & pneumonia shot!!   This is something I KNOW she is against, under normal circumstances she would NEVER take these shots!  

For me, it's not the fact that she got the shot, it's that fact that her wishes were not considered(especially when she cannot stand up for herself)!  It was given to her because someone made a choice for her, one they know she wouldn't make for herself....I don't understand that!!!  I thought a guardian was suppose to make choices that are in the best interest of the person you are caring for??? It is my belief her best interest would be to follow her wishes?  

I can't imagine taking making a choice for someone you know they are totally against........that just doesn't seem fair!!!!  

All I can say, is thank goodness for Daryl & Lori......